"It's the best love I ever dreamed of."
Susan Schneider, the late Robin Williams' widow, is appearing in an exclusive ABC special on Tuesday's "Good Morning America" and "Nightline" as she speaks for the first time since the death of his husband last year.
The 50-year old graphic designer, on the preview for the interview, is seen breaking down to tears when journalist Amy Robach asked her tough questions about Williams. The particular question that made her break down was about her Robin Williams' "struggle with his own demons."
"You've said that Robin struggled with his own demons-was he spiraling out of control?" Then the widow bowed her head in a difficulty to find the right answer.
In August last year, Robin Williams was found dead after the actor hung himself at his home in Marin Mounty in Northern California. Recalling how she found her husband, Schneider tearfully shared, "I just screamed 'Robin! What happened? What did you do!'"
On the exclusive first interview with Robin Williams' widow, never-before-seen home videos of Williams will be featured including clips of the couple in their trips together, their random, happy moments and a brief footage of Williams and Schneider dancing in their wedding. Williams and Schneider tied the knot in 2011, with Schneider being the actor's third wife.
In its report, Daily Mail, noted that ABC's exclusive interview with Williams' widow comes after a bitter estate battle between Schneider and Williams' children. While Williams, in his will, stated that he is leaving Schneider their multi-million dollar home and a trust account to take care of the mortgage, insurance and upkeep, Schneider sought for more, which was seen as a "greedy" demand by Zak, Zelda and Cody (Williams' children). Earlier this month, both parties reached a settlement.
In early September, Zelda Williams took to Instagram with an emotional message about his father's death and how she copes up. "It's not easy. I'd say it takes much effort to consciously do than it does to just stay sad, but with all my heart, I cannot tell you how worth it is."
"For those suffering depression, I know how dark and endless that tunnel can feel, but happiness seems impossible to find, please hold on to the possibility of hope, faint though it may be. Because I promise you, there's enough nights under the same yellow moon for all of us to share, no matter what, how or when you find your way there," she added.
